i duno wat im suppose to do already?i even duno how to get some others to express it?ur suggestion i cant say anything, i just can accept it!!!i noe our friendship its just cant be like old days already!!im understand of it...when u said in sms saying that im really help u alot alot, im wondering that am i really help u alot?or bring u alot of ma fan?but really i have no regret to build the friendship with you,as im always cherish this friendship.So, for u dun always think that u are owned me alot,because u really dun owe me anything,all things given to you also u worth of it.Im giving u something, is not wan u feel that u are owe me something in one day, im just give it because i hope to see u all happy with those new things, because i noe that malaysia players are seldom get those things..If u wan say owe, maybe u really owe me a dinner which u promise during my birthday, but now i think maybe no need already, just save ur money in those things that is more important!! I noe some of them maybe have the jealousy because of the things that im giving to you, they even said as i ask u in the sms "u treat me as a fren, isit because of the things", ask me dun so good to you and etc...this all things had always make me always make me like wats u said u just think of the small matter,but im make it big, this is the reason why!!!thats y i noe im make u geram,irritate and even sometimes when im asking you something, u just answer in an angry mode!!!!but anywhere, i dun put in mind already,but for me i need to appologize that im make u feel irritate on me!! but start from now and onward i think it wont be happen anymore!!! i will stand away from it and from you!!!! like wats u suggested in the sms!!! i think of over the whole night, the best solution that dun wan to bring any ma fan to you, isit im stay away from my job,quit the job and change the company?so far, this is the best way in my mind!!!cos some other reason is i really cant accept that in one day maybe we meet in hall, bukit jalil or kiara or some where else, u wan me act like stranger or just treat me like a stranger,i think i really cant make it...sorry for that...i cant just accept that a good friend of me suddenly act like a stranger for me...!!!sorry for that. But anyhow, im still wana wish you all the best in ur career, may god always keep the luck beside you!!! i hope that in one day soon, can see and support u in t.v playing for the thomas cup, sudirman cup, all super series, world champ and of cos the olympic!!! and saying to someone that this is my friend" a talented friend".Although, tears are coming out when wirting this, but this is only a pass by period, everything will be getting good and back to the origin point after this!!!i write this just express some of my feeling here, really mean nothing!!! at last,i duno u still need a friend like me a not? but no matter howur decision is, u are always in my friend list, it wont be deleted!!! Thanks you for spending ur time with this stupid email....cos i duno whether after this im still layak to write you anything anot!!!
This is one of the mail that write to a friend!!
